BECAUSE FFXIII IS TOMMOROW FUCK YEH.
And then new chapter of dresden. God. Dresden fan overload. Chapter previews, ability to get the book signed and sent, nwe RPG table top dresden game coming, and in columbus he is doing a signing. Which hopefully i can go to >.>
1 day till FFXIII, hopefully i can get out of school.
6 days till HG/SS, got plans for it, but that will probably go to hell.
But yeh, guess the main point is...
Blog on hiatus indefinitely. Zombie brandon imminent.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Ugh.
Man. Recently i have been gettin more annoyed with life. I though it went away. But i am growin uninterested more. Feeling worse about what i do...feeling like i am falling back to things i hated about myself. And i am sick of what i am. Sick of people. Sick of myself. Feeling myself fall against all i stand for. Feeling all my words become superficial acts of drama that i cant back. My emotions have been fading often... Ugh. I feel physically sick. This day aint helping. Essay is stupid. I need gurren movie to download...I hate myself. I hate my demons. Ugh. I hate that all these things i plan keep failing. i hate that i keep messing everything up. I hate that i keep going against the fact athat i know i should not hope for things, because i keep hoping, even though i know they will and then getting more hurt. Ugh. And i have no reason to be so hard on myself or so down. And i cant find any caring outside of books. Even with Whit yesterday. I felt really out of it, not wanting to be there, awkward, alone. I don't know why...
Oh. And i hate windows 7. A lot. It instills a lot a of rage in me. And essays do too.
Oh. And i hate windows 7. A lot. It instills a lot a of rage in me. And essays do too.
Friday, March 5, 2010
yayish
So beasted school today. Meds where workin. Though the feelin like shit phase was a bitch. but that meant they worked xD
Uhm. Gettin kisses again, at least in morning, makin me feel a lot bettre in general. And killing paranoia and doubts. Some issues still there from random things, but the sweet idle perfection from past is there. And there is just the right amount of awkward.
Uhm, whit got screwed by jess's mom. Or something, so she is gonna come over nad hang out. Twill be fun. I love her xD
Manga news.
NARUTO GOT STOOPIDER! AMAZING.
Bleach. Well. Damn. Old man kicks serious ass. He faces a hundred foot monster that stole his powers. So whats he do? He fucking punched a hole through it. I am glad to see some new over pwoered character. Aizen's ass kicking was growing old. Now we get a break from his, so that when he kicks ass more it is a little fresher.
One Piece... T_T RIP Whitebeard, you have our respect.
Reborn. Wow. That final battle...it...well....sucked. A lot. Byakuran did nothing really. He just went super saiyan and then tsuna went super saiyan 3 and then kicked some ass and obliterated him. Byakuran did not pull out anything interesting... His lackeys where more interesting... He just grew wings, shot out a mini dragon, pwned tsuna. Then started super attack only to be disintegrated. And it obviously was the end, since chapter was "the last blow" he admitted loss and everything. I mean. The past bit of him was good, plot wise this was good. But the actual batle sucked.
And yeh.
Uhm. Gettin kisses again, at least in morning, makin me feel a lot bettre in general. And killing paranoia and doubts. Some issues still there from random things, but the sweet idle perfection from past is there. And there is just the right amount of awkward.
Uhm, whit got screwed by jess's mom. Or something, so she is gonna come over nad hang out. Twill be fun. I love her xD
Manga news.
NARUTO GOT STOOPIDER! AMAZING.
Bleach. Well. Damn. Old man kicks serious ass. He faces a hundred foot monster that stole his powers. So whats he do? He fucking punched a hole through it. I am glad to see some new over pwoered character. Aizen's ass kicking was growing old. Now we get a break from his, so that when he kicks ass more it is a little fresher.
One Piece... T_T RIP Whitebeard, you have our respect.
Reborn. Wow. That final battle...it...well....sucked. A lot. Byakuran did nothing really. He just went super saiyan and then tsuna went super saiyan 3 and then kicked some ass and obliterated him. Byakuran did not pull out anything interesting... His lackeys where more interesting... He just grew wings, shot out a mini dragon, pwned tsuna. Then started super attack only to be disintegrated. And it obviously was the end, since chapter was "the last blow" he admitted loss and everything. I mean. The past bit of him was good, plot wise this was good. But the actual batle sucked.
And yeh.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Oh irony how i truly hate thee
So. Relationship and friendships going good, gettin closer to people. Gettin kisses now. Enjoying life a lot. Got Alex obsessed with one piece, and i am just havin fun, got games coming and everything.
So of course irony bitch slaps me. And even with my meds I cant focus for shit on anything. I am losing focus and going sorta hazy and light headed around 3rd. And i just get really, depressed and angry as i go insane unable to focus and i am losing a shitload of points for not doing math or computer sci. Its horrible. Ugh.
So of course irony bitch slaps me. And even with my meds I cant focus for shit on anything. I am losing focus and going sorta hazy and light headed around 3rd. And i just get really, depressed and angry as i go insane unable to focus and i am losing a shitload of points for not doing math or computer sci. Its horrible. Ugh.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Monday, March 1, 2010
No longer wanting to kill everyone!
*drinks rootbeer* God, okay, no one let me go 3+ days without barqs >.< Dr. Pepper is not a good substitute. I have been irratable and hateful past few days, i zombied through this whole day. Took a nap. Got woken out of nap for a few reasons, then found barqs! and lo and behold i feel good! Maybe i will function tommorow...
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