Do do do do la la la Chicken, ra ra ra, you guys know the drill of this place. I rant. Usually don't mean half. It keeps me sane.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Ugh.
Its one of those days. Feel crappy. Feel hateful. Don't wanna do anything. Feeling depressed and angry for no reason. Ugh. Today already sucks. I think i am gettin sick too. Needs to be tommorow. I need tournament...
I am wierd, or so people say, i hide my true self behind a mask , a mask of certainty, but thats not me, i am really a calm onlooker, one who fits in no were. I have great friends, but i am always trying to distance myself, if i get to close to some one, i go self destruct, i go uber- perv, i try to sabatoge it, i try it all. I am an idiot, even if i have knowledge. I lack a real need to care. It is just who i am, and how i am.
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