Do do do do la la la Chicken, ra ra ra, you guys know the drill of this place. I rant. Usually don't mean half. It keeps me sane.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Can't get a break
finally in decent mood, happy to leave world and go hang with Ben, bro decides to come home early, i am stuck watching him, feel like shit, feel guilty about nothing at all. Ugh. Feelin crappy bout my YGO skills and deck, feelin like crap. I hate this.
I am wierd, or so people say, i hide my true self behind a mask , a mask of certainty, but thats not me, i am really a calm onlooker, one who fits in no were. I have great friends, but i am always trying to distance myself, if i get to close to some one, i go self destruct, i go uber- perv, i try to sabatoge it, i try it all. I am an idiot, even if i have knowledge. I lack a real need to care. It is just who i am, and how i am.
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