Lust, love, hatred...everything i thought i finally got over is back and killing me, I hate it. Can't i be over this. Sick of my lust, and how when i get like this, or get mad it gets too much control...Sick of how much i keep fucking things up. >.< God i hate this summer.
Kinda just spending the day taking bens advice, ignore everything to take a break. Not that it matters. Most no one texts me unless i text, those who do text have ignored me before when like this...
God i hate myself....
Today is excersize and soul search day...
I wish Whit was back...
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