GOD DAMMIT.

Why am i forgetting everything...I cant remember the smiles, the fun...I cant remember anything good...

I cant remember anything...I am having resurgences, stuck on a few thoughts...everything is gone like a dream...

I remember dreams better.

All i remember is a yearning, and a want of a second chance...

and now i am feeling for people i shouldnt, and knowing i wont act on them...

I think i am breaking my heart, and letting myself down without any thing happening...

what is wrong with me...