Do do do do la la la Chicken, ra ra ra, you guys know the drill of this place. I rant. Usually don't mean half. It keeps me sane.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Dammit, i keep falling more and more in like with her, we are flirting more and more, and getting closer. More open, telling, talking, admitting in our stupid round about ways...but is she admitting feelings, or am i the only one...Should i try or no...Dammit. So confusing.
I am wierd, or so people say, i hide my true self behind a mask , a mask of certainty, but thats not me, i am really a calm onlooker, one who fits in no were. I have great friends, but i am always trying to distance myself, if i get to close to some one, i go self destruct, i go uber- perv, i try to sabatoge it, i try it all. I am an idiot, even if i have knowledge. I lack a real need to care. It is just who i am, and how i am.
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