I hate this...can't reconnect even to Cory....scott never worked either....Clint barely works....Emily still hates me and we only have a fucked up half communication through Alex....fuck all of this.

I want out. I want away. I barely care about my friends. Myself. Anything. Im just in a shitty mood half the time. It takes Maria's fucking drama and shifts to cause any increase of closeness between. Me and anyone. I hate this.

I want out.

And I feel so low im back to here. This fucking place. I thought I grew past this clutch and was trusting people again.

Dammit.