Do do do do la la la Chicken, ra ra ra, you guys know the drill of this place. I rant. Usually don't mean half. It keeps me sane.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
I know it probably doesnt matter. And doesnt seem it, and wont help...But i want to say. For everything, for myself, all of the shit. I really truly still am pathetically sorry. I wish i could prove it. But god i dont know how. But dammit, I really am trying a lot. But sorry. I really truly am.
I am wierd, or so people say, i hide my true self behind a mask , a mask of certainty, but thats not me, i am really a calm onlooker, one who fits in no were. I have great friends, but i am always trying to distance myself, if i get to close to some one, i go self destruct, i go uber- perv, i try to sabatoge it, i try it all. I am an idiot, even if i have knowledge. I lack a real need to care. It is just who i am, and how i am.
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