Annnd still fucking up.

Still cant stop saying stupid shit.

Still cant fucking be motivated, such a lazy fucker...

Oh and even when I study adn fucking know shit, I am still failing everything in physics.

Why cant i get it...why am I choking so so badly...

Why do I hurt my friends...

God dammit. I am useless.

Keep fucking up my grades, my future, hurting the damn half a dozen I actually give a shit about...

Cant get the thing I should be good at. I am fucking struggling in math and physics.

And am ruining my future.

What is wrong with me...