Ohwow, been a while since everything just came crashing it, and every bit of stress came bursting out to random friend I don't know too well yet... If only because I feel so sickened, confused, or think this is something I don't want any friends knowing...with all of this about everyone of those... I hope hannahs as reliable as she seems.... This could change everything.... I.... God I feel sick. Breakdowns of this caliber are fun