So success baby week so far:

Party with friends on epic adventure, settler of Catan. Then go deliver KAsha books, end up at Quiet Girls, then Jeremys, fun hour or two.

Pull godly with yugioh and have fun work day.

decent work today.

Managed to enjoy Circle and not hate it secretly or be bored or hate self.

Fixing things with Alex.

Actually, fully, completely thinking and planning to go visit her.

Ponies. EVERYWHERE. HYES.

but ill be dammed if i am not feeling a bit sad about past still...why i dont know. What of it is getting to me? >.<