Okay, catch up time.

Lets see. First to get it out of the way. Due to laziness i not gonna do a little thankful for yada yada post. It is redundant, i have expressed how i feel bout most all of you to your face or on blog, and have no urge to do that. AKA lazy.

Hrm. Uhm. Beginning of break i helped mediate a big fight between Gabs, Alex, and Mayu and ben. I have big respect for Gabs, cause she realized there was just some miscommunication, nad that there was just a small issue, and went to me to get it sorted out, since she knew alex would not listen. And She cared enough to directly act and try and get it sorted it, and took my advice. I like that girl. Smart and cool.

Now Mayu, wow, she went super bitch. And her sorries and everything is just bull shit. I despise her. And ben is eh, but he scares me. And always looks constipated...

Uhm. Finished Eureka 7. Very good series. It is gurren extended, action slowed a good bit, romance given more time.

Hrm. Went to bens. And i am amazed at how much Laura and Ben have changed. Laura is now really romantic, and at ease with it all, and just seems perfectly comfortable with everything, unlike times before when she was really awkward with stuff. And Ben, well, he is less shy now. And Good with it all too. and he and kasha decided to wait till after i left to kiss D:< TEN SECONDS EARLIER THEY COULD HAVE DONE IT D:<

Hrm. Jess gonna end it with paco. Right around the time me and Mo said it would. xD Another i called it moment.

Hrm. Been watching lots of scrubs, finishing season 8, then i have seen them all. Though season 9 is basically a spin off, just keeping name. It bodes badly. And saddens me.

Garfunkle and Oates obsession back.

Hrm. BOOK NEEDS TO COME.

Oh. I no scoped head shotted on modern warfare 2. It was super badassery and pwn.

And while i always support tay and his relationships, i now support him and laura so much. They did an exact, simultaneous, flip off. With the same hands, in the same motion, at the same speed, with no planning or anything they lifted their arms and flicked me off. It was amazing.

And today. Ugh. Tired. Staying up till twelve and waking up at 7 sucks when you did a 12-12 sleep scheduele the last week >.>

Ugh why is it not here.

So school out for week. Which kicks ass. And my book is out today, mom ordered it from books and co, so it should be delivered here...WHY CANT IT BE HERE ALREADY D:

Not much.

Hrm. Basically bitchified and willing to do anything for em. Eh, i be whipped xD Not that i care.

Hrm. Almost done with eureka.

Realized how much weekly yugioh does for me.

Hmm. I had a sugar packet, it broke in pocket, got over phone. Now it tastes good.

Uhm. Something i had to say, but i forget, oh well.

Greatest. Phil. Freak out. Ever.

Colberoth Norris (8:48:54 PM): oh, leave the state
Colberoth Norris (8:48:56 PM): http://www.thinkgeek.com/caffeine/candy/9f5d/
Colberoth Norris (8:48:59 PM): I sending alex this
ArgyrisArcher (8:49:28 PM): ...OH SHIT
ArgyrisArcher (8:49:29 PM): NO
ArgyrisArcher (8:49:30 PM): DON'T
ArgyrisArcher (8:49:32 PM): DON'T DO IT
ArgyrisArcher (8:49:34 PM): D:
Colberoth Norris (8:50:21 PM): and hiv too
ArgyrisArcher (8:50:54 PM): ...
ArgyrisArcher (8:51:03 PM): You're expecting Alex to pass HIV around?
Colberoth Norris (8:51:16 PM): Probably
ArgyrisArcher (8:51:35 PM): Why?
Colberoth Norris (8:52:32 PM): because it is alex
ArgyrisArcher (8:52:42 PM): And she sleeps around?
Colberoth Norris (8:52:59 PM): You don't need to do that to pass along hiv in plush form
ArgyrisArcher (8:53:24 PM): >_>
Colberoth Norris (8:53:40 PM): plus there was the time at sugoi...
ArgyrisArcher (8:54:41 PM): You cheated on Emily?
Colberoth Norris (8:54:50 PM): No she was there too. God.
ArgyrisArcher (8:55:22 PM): How'd she get HIV from Sugoi, then?
Colberoth Norris (8:55:35 PM): What happen in sugoi stays in sugoi
ArgyrisArcher (8:56:07 PM): That's creepy
Colberoth Norris (8:57:00 PM): YEs
ArgyrisArcher (8:58:15 PM): So basically, Alex has AIDS now?
Colberoth Norris (8:59:25 PM): No HIV
Colberoth Norris (9:01:27 PM): You probably just wish you gave her HIV
ArgyrisArcher (9:01:40 PM): So basically, Alex made a big decision at Sugoi?
Colberoth Norris (9:01:47 PM): oh yes
ArgyrisArcher (9:02:13 PM): With somebody that has HIV?
Colberoth Norris (9:02:31 PM): maybe
ArgyrisArcher (9:03:07 PM): Are you serious, or are you just trying to scare me?
Colberoth Norris (9:03:20 PM): ....PLUSHES
Colberoth Norris (9:03:22 PM): DEar god
ArgyrisArcher (9:05:08 PM): So she had the TMI moment with a plush?
Colberoth Norris (9:05:30 PM): http://www.thinkgeek.com/geektoys/science/6708/
Colberoth Norris (9:05:34 PM): She got touched by hiv
Colberoth Norris (9:05:40 PM): and was therefore infected
ArgyrisArcher (9:06:58 PM): OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH
ArgyrisArcher (9:07:08 PM): THANKS FOR SHOWING ME THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE
ArgyrisArcher (9:07:10 PM): GOD
Colberoth Norris (9:07:16 PM): xD
ArgyrisArcher (9:07:43 PM): IT WOULD HAVE REALLY HELPED
Colberoth Norris (9:08:01 PM): NAh
ArgyrisArcher (9:08:49 PM): -_-
Colberoth Norris (9:09:01 PM): that freak out made my day
ArgyrisArcher (9:10:25 PM): <_<
Colberoth Norris (9:10:35 PM): *goes to put in blog*
ArgyrisArcher (9:10:42 PM): >_<
Colberoth Norris (9:12:00 PM): You where jealous that whole time weren;t ya? xD
ArgyrisArcher (9:13:46 PM): Maybe

Ugh.

Its one of those days. Feel crappy. Feel hateful. Don't wanna do anything. Feeling depressed and angry for no reason. Ugh. Today already sucks. I think i am gettin sick too. Needs to be tommorow. I need tournament...

Stuff i want for chistmas

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Wow...this got big...Cards big priority.

not much today.

No meds makes working fail. Got Phone back. Saw play, did not suck. Was funny. Oh, and at end of day i hugged whit, and she was like "Oops almost kissed you there, eh, for old times sake" and kissed me, it was kinda funny xD And Em was just looking at us like "what are you guys on?" xD

this drama is so juicy.

For all readers here is simple vague version

Colberoth Norris (3:08:44 PM): So this girl lucas thinks she is dating my friend taylor
Colberoth Norris (3:09:46 PM): (jessica lucas, girl)When he never sees, speaks, or cares for her. And so taylor told her they where not dating and to stop telling people that on my friend bens phone
Colberoth Norris (3:10:20 PM): and she is like "wtf taylor" And he says he is not interested. Then she responsed "Taylor do you know who this is, and i love you"

Oh god. This will be funny. I know it is cruel as hell. But this is just hilarious. Though sucks for ben, since lucas will steal kasha in sadness. Meaning Hain indirectly cock blocked him.

Onto my day: So, after going to bed at 7, then waking up at 11 i could not fall asleep, and surfed on DSi, and tried to sleep, and then failed, and surfed on dsi, and fell asleep round 4 woke up at 6:30. Yet i am oddly energetic today. And i did not take meds, but after i ate i was focusing perfectly. Odd.

And woot basically weekend. Since there is not much being done tommorow~ *waves yay flag*

dear god

go to sleep late and i get annoying dreams >.< now i went to bed early and woke up 4 hours latter or sso and am wide awake. fuck this. sleep issues plus mom always being a bitch are getting to me. and i keep feeling like bursting into tears nightly, even when happy >.< i hate life at times.

Oh yeh i forgot

Academic club was cut from school budget D: I no like that.

God. Odd. Two years...

Lately i have been reminiscing nad thinking about the past. I dunno why. But i have changed so much. I have become less hurtful, violent, and emo. Less of just spurting out comments, insults, perversion. I have stopped thinking how so many things are pointless, and i have learned so much. God, two years and some change ago i could not wrap my head around the idea of dating. I was super anti touchey. And nothing seemed purposeful. I could not see why people took something small so deeply, how so many little things could harm people. Hell. I couldn't feel more than small compassion for people, even then i could not care a tiny bit if i lost friends, it just was nothing.

Now, god. I am head over heels in love with Emily, and all those stupid and pointless things mean the world to me. I love many of my friends to a degree that makes it painful for me to know they hurt. Hell. I love my daughter whitney more than most anything else, and i love alex in so many different ways.

Hell I am friends with those two. Two or three years ago i barely knew or care for half these people. Now i am friends with laura, dating Emily, closer to alex than i have been with half my old friends, hell, whit, jess, claire, tay, almost all my current friends cept ben i never really talked to or cared about that much. And Scott, bren, Clint. Well. Actually me and scott still talk a lot, and we are close, this is just a lucky miracle. Bren and Clint barely care anymore. Clint not at all.

And i finally got past caring about them. Stopped following that stupid urge to always say anything, anything at all, and just try and rekindle teh lost friendship. Heh. Well, with clint, still trying with bren. Guess losin him still is a bitch. But i have lost a lot of caring for him. And soon he will just be another friend of past, he will be Raj, he will Corey. He will just be a memory.

And i started talking to Kelsey again, dear god, That in itself is amazing and makes me overjoyed. God i love Kelsey. I am glad i tried to rekindle that one.

Heh. Though a slightly ironic thing is, a lot of my beliefs, and my feelings, and learning to care came from Scrubs, Vampire Chronicles, Atlas Shrugged, and other such things. Those things hitting me close and breaking a bit of my hardassness, then letting friends destroy the rest. Odd.

And i been having fucked up dreams. And i really have no fucking idea what my mind is thinking. I mean this dream had emily having a slumber party, at my house. With like ten people. Then i woke up and fell asleep (now gonna be refered to as Wu/Fa) and like i was in the bathroom, then some girl i have seen randomly around school and don't know, care for, or typically think of came in with only bra and panties and tried to screw me, then like ben came in back way, me and her ditched to not be caught and i took a nap...wu/fa and then i am doing random shit, talking to em and other people, wu/fa and i have a digimon. It gets hurt, i am upset, it says to use digivice to revive and more powerful, it digi-rebirths into its next form, then we repeat. then it becomes a sword-optimus prime. Then i go to bro's room. and Emily Balaz i think was there, and she has megatron, i know that out, then push her against a wall with Optimuys prime sword, and some random sword, she then hits on me, and tries to get in my pants. Then i wake up and am like "What the fuck...and why not the hot girls i know and like?"

And 2 days ago there was a dream of these two guys and scientists. One transformed into a super large staff, and when the other touched it he became a huge screwed up lady, called "Giant fucked up lady" And they had to fight a stone abraham lincoln that came to life and was going to take over and become president again...

So i think that not texting into the night till i fall asleep makes me dream, and then wake up from them, and be unable to sleep. Whereas texting till tired makes me stay up later, but sleep better...Odd.

And oh. Funny. Paco was flicking me off for lulz but a teacher saw him and he got a detention. It was stupid. But funny.

Er-shit.

Whole essay due tommorow. Will begin at 4, use as excuse to get time lock removed when it screws me over. Yes.

Nothing much has happened

Not been doin much of anything. Outrageously addicted to Eureka 7. It is a slowed down, romanceyer version of Gurren. Gurren is greater due to it being made of win. But some of the themes, and how they do the stuff, its enthralling. Especially Eureka adn Renton's relationship. Not just instantly starting, not just instantly relizing. The slow awkward parts of a teenage relationship. And the puppy love at first sight. Then Seeing how renton goes from the niave ignorant boy, and all these experiences obviously shape him. Its just amazing. They do it all so well. 20 episodes left...

okay. Oddest perverted dream i had yet...

Well. In it i was hanging alone flirting with a girl. And we had talked about how we would love to get together except i was dating emily. Now this may seem wrong, until we realize the girl i was talking to was emily with straight hair...my dreams. They worry me.

Then i had some dream where i was at a camp. Hanging out with people, on eof em was someone i met years ago and re-friended.

And in one alex was kind, caring, and worried when i got hurt. Scariest. Dream. Ever. God. Alex should never be like that, even in a dream *shiverS*

Dear god...

Rest of day: nothing of notice.

End of bus: I was reading The Tale of The Body Theif...The scene, it was brutal...and i knew it was coming, and why? Because i knew i would do that... god. Lestat...He is so like me

zomg fail parents

So. Super pissed parents off xD Skipped classes and stuff. But now doin work. Haz it all done. Eh. It aint that bad... I guess.

Oh. Lost phone too xD Will have back in "two" weeks. Aka next week.

Uhm. Want to get new pack but can't.

My outrageous amount of horniness has disappeared suddenly. Woot. Not distracted anymore.

Parents did not reban my account. Fuck yeh.

Uhm. Nothing else really.

Good teh bad and teh Ricy

Lets see, lets get out anger first.

Well. Leeland is getting closer to my fucking-retard list of religious zealots. Now i could handle him not liking atheism. And his erraneous ideas on evolution. But then acting like he said soemthing way different than what he said. And Then proceeding to act as if everything in science is just fabricated by some group of tyrannical dictators trying to undermine and destroy all that is good in society and undermine all values known to man...Well that got a bit annoying. And my god how hard it was not to counter everything he said with the exact wording and replacing it with "pope" "venice(that is where everything big is i believe)" and other religious terms. Although even then that was not the big irking thing to get me fucking pissed as hell to the point of a new almost intolerable hatred. It was the fact that upon hearing me say that miguel and i are agnostic atheists telling us "that is not possible" Saying atheism is worshiping the devil, proceeding to say we believed differently than we do -and here is the kicker- calling atheists retards. God fuck. I am so sick of fucking religious zealots acting so high and fucking mighty about something that in most cases we describe as A CHILDS GOD DAMN IMAGINARY FRIEND.

I mean for the love of the god damn world. I am pro religion. But he calls himself christian, and so i will assume that he is catholic, since htey are 1.1/2 billion people, if he is catholic he is going against his god-damned-fucking religion since guess what life, the pope, the word of god almighty, said evolution is fine. Though no, he acts as if there are no facts or definitions in science. Even though, you know, the SCIENTISTs give the stuff definitions and ideas. And Pluto just randomly got lessened because people felt like it, not because they assigned an actual definition to what a "planet" "exoplanet" "dwarf planet" are. Dear god.

And i still have to deal with that idiotic ideal of "every religious ideal, no matter how retarded should be respected". I swear, i am half tempted to get a "i don't like adults who have imaginary friend's" shirt, just to piss people off. And then go super militia atheist, and hate upon religion. Especially the fucking old testament. Which goes against most every ideal people hold. Heh. But yeh. Leeland can have his hate reciprocated now.

Ricy-
So i have been reading more Vampite chronicles. And Dear god. I am more nad more realizing how i am lestat. BEsides the obvious vampires are like me body wise (bar the super powers and immortality) but just on how he believes. How he loves taking events and working them to their highest level, and feeling ectasy when he can. And how he wonders why he does not feel guilt even when he believes something is evil. And how he wants to embody evil to give good something to fight, all this stuff, it is interesting, and oddly i relate to it on smaller scales. Since, ya know, i don't kills thousands over hundreds of years...

Good- still closer to em, find her amazing, yada yada, i will skip these little praisings for you all. You get it and probably dun wanna hear it. And she hears it all the time. So yeh. You know the drill.

Ben and kasha are back~

Me and whitney have been laughing around a lot, telling each other how much we love the other. It's good fun. The stares we get increase each day xD I swear, we are the two most romantic acting guy-girl friendship in the group when in public xD Since em gets all shy in public, and no one else is as whorish as me and whit xD Yet all the feelings are father-daughter, kinda funny xD

Uhm. Wow. Not a lot worth mentioning of good happened...

Oh. Super gun. In jak. It rules.

Random part of random story i never have typed-

"Maro, how did you do it? How did you remain so fearless?" Kanna asks his friend, while staring at his trembling hands.

Maro looks at his friend with a look of disbelief, "Fearless? I was scared as hell. I thought we where gonna die," he says with a laugh, "how could i not be scared? But that is the thing, when you let fear rule you, you lose. And in that game, well, the life was the forfeit. Which i don't like. So i pushed away the fear, till there was time to be scared.


"Now, come on Kanna, there is still work to do." He tells his friend, as he extends a hand which Kanna grabs. Maro pulls him up and they exchange a smile and a nod. And they then continue their trek, ready for all battles that are to come.

Meh, small blog.

dad was home so i could not sneak on.

And hmm. I know this will sound odd. But i really miss Alex...I mean. Something captivated me about her, not sexually or romantically (which in itself is rare as hell), and i just want her back over here...I mean. I use her as my recover line more nowadays, she is what ben, tay, bren, scott, etc have been. Except moreso...Bah.

And still have work to do.

day two of grounding.

Well. I actually have lost all urge to be online. I mostly did nothing. So i can just talk to people via phone. Haha, fuck you parents.

New jak game is cool, but his goatee is a secret?!?!? I HAVE TO BUY HIS EPIC GOATEE?!?!?! WHAT IS UP WITH THAT?!?!

Uhm. In bertke we explained our scarlet letters. You say name, what it is, and how life would be better. Mine was l for lazy, it went like this: "uhm, i am brandon, it is an l for lazy, and i am to lazy to explain the rest" and i went to my seat. Everyone laughed. Haha. Fuck you rigth way. Muahhaha.

Uhm. Been really energetic, and horny, like almost highish feeling. It is a tad annoying.

I Realize i feel sicker eating on meds than not eating...

Uhm. I wanna play new jak game, but gotta wait till bro gets here.

Gonna have to do homework more now T_T

Fcuking mcdonald...

So math teacher mcdonald did not alert me or parents how badly i was screwing up, and how little i got done. And did not update progressbook till end of quarter. So teh math grade went from 72 to 27 (-5 for missing, -3 for incomplete) which has gotten me grounded. So will be here less.

And i realized another thing about me and em. She now realizes how much control she has on me and will use it. Shit.

Well. Overall shitty mood. Well. Shitty experience. Good mood.

Have to restart comp project. Me and shultz think that something is buggy in the world itself. and a new one should make it work fine.

Uhm. Life is sucking. So nothing new.

Eh. End.

Random musing, random musing.

Hmm. Bit feelin a bit more perverse than usual. Odd. Dunno why. Guess cons (*cough*rave*cough*) bring out my super perv.

ME and alex have taken our joke of a Gurren Lagann cult to facebook. Woot. xD

Me and emily have been awkward on some stuff. Just kinda weird about it, but not in a bad way. And we have just seemed a lot closer now. Haha.

Uhm. Uhm. I have a shitload of candy since no one trick or treated. So i have hundreds of pieces of candy needing to be eated. I will have to help them *noms*

And i have IBC rootbeer. You know. After the crap of sugoi you would think i would retain anger. But god damn life is going great.

lol. Out of context is fun

Colberoth Norris (5:34:18 PM): He likes htem
Colberoth Norris (5:34:20 PM): obviously
Colberoth Norris (5:34:23 PM): he is a furry
"emilt" (5:34:27 PM): i feel exactly those feelings too


in another chat:

ArgyrisArcher (5:37:13 PM): ...
ArgyrisArcher (5:37:16 PM): Wtf Facebook
"emilt" (5:37:27 PM): -read that as "wet facebook"- -facepalm-
starlightgal93 (5:37:37 PM): ...xDD Yes. Definately pervy
Colberoth Norris (5:37:43 PM): xDDDDDDDDD
ArgyrisArcher (5:37:47 PM): Wtf Melty
starlightgal93 (5:37:53 PM): Wet Melty....
"emilt" (5:37:54 PM): ...NO
ArgyrisArcher (5:37:54 PM): >_>
Colberoth Norris (5:37:58 PM): XDDDDDD
"emilt" (5:37:58 PM): DO NOT

More:
ArgyrisArcher (5:38:43 PM): *slinks back into uncooperative Facebook*

Damn so much shit. So much good. So much bad. So much insanely interesting.

Okay, started out getting up insanely early. Talked to killer and Kelsey a good bit till the girls got me.

We went back to emilys. And all hung out there. Me and alex met for the first time, in a totally anticlimatic way xD We did not make it anything big. We just hung out and got along as if this was an everyday thing. Which in all honesty is amazing, her and me hangin out was a natural friendship. Just like seein everyone at school.

So we all talked and gamed in car (I super pwned alex in days over and over)and we all talked and joked. All twas fun.

Uhm. Got to con. We walked around a lot. Me and alex ended up alone a lot. So many things went on. Emily missed all our fun. But me nad her joked and played a lot. Spent outrageous amount of money on gurren stuff. And i also bought 5 mini FF figures. Well. Shoplifted two on accident >.> But we laughed and had fun.

We all hung out in emilys room later. We sat around and joked, ate food and what not, watched scary movie. Never did go swimming. And her parents saw me and her laying on the bed, her half asleep and me holding her and they got supa pissed xD It was kinda funny.

Oh oh oh. I had discovered card room too I <3 it. Spent lots of down time there. And earlier i proposed to random people. And found waldo over and over again. And bought more FFIX figurines. Adn thought i had all of them. Until i realized i had no freya.

Now here is the upcoming "wtf?" moment.

So emily and Alex where tired and retired early. So me, paco, and jess went to rave. We danced around there and had fun.

Tangent: I realized that at raves i slowly can't do much but sit there. I hate idea of dancing and hate the place. I just study all the people and start getting in awe of the whole situation. Then i slowly start moving around. I eventually start congaing and dancing. Odd.

Back on track: So i was mainly dirty dancing with paco and matt. And it was all good. Then Jess and I and paco tried to go get alex and em to come to rave. I hung out to the side, left Jess to it. and talked to these awesome guys who told an hilarious story about this guy. Will tell later. But then at one part of the story these three women (A mom, 25 year old ichigo cosplayer, and a 19 year old who looked my age) where like "waht?!?!" and we invited them out, and told the story.

We then left emily alone and we went back to rave. Dirty danced with everyone, and flirted nad what not. And i was the official jail bait, the one guy told me to stop being a whore and jailbait xD it was epic.

"wtf"? Super stupid moment follows. If you don't wanna hear nad ruin the funness of the con skip.

So at 1:50 i took jess to her room, cause i had her key adn mine, and we had to figure out whose was whose so i could sleep. And emily's mom sees us and the conversation is as follows

"where have you two been?"

"We where at the rave"

"I have been looking for you guys for 3 hours, i was in the rave, they took me around with flashlights, did you not see me?" -lie. we checked in an hour ago when we went to rave with epic peoples.

"No"

"Ugh. I don't think you have a girlfriend anymore! *walks away and hits a wall* I am so fucking pissed."

Me nad jess then stood there a bit stunned. Jess figure out the key while i stood there just distraught.

And apparently jess went in crying since that is what emily said and i told her the story. I also ended up telling my mom (showing how fucked up i was) As i tried to calm my body down. And i tried to obey mind. I was on the verge of tears. Even though i knew it would blow over nad be nothing, my body would not listen.

I ended up falling asleep. after saying night to everyone.

Badness sorta ends:

Next morning was awkward most of time. Emily was depressed. I was trying not to be. Alex and i hung out, fought a lot, and we went to buy me more gurren, black cat, and other stuff. And i got the freya i was missing >.> The vendor knew me well. Oh so well. He recongnized me. xD


But in the end me and em sat around in karoke, and we ended up closer than ever, neither of us wanting to lose the other. And it was shown as we held each other as we had to leave, neither of us wanting to break the hug or leave the other. heh.

And so we had to leave. I hugged everyone and when alex hugged me she smacked me in the back and apologized. I laughed it off cause i knew it would happen. And i knew for her just accepting the hug was huge xD Adn that was her way of showing affection xD

Usual note, none of following meant to be romantic. It is sister-brother kinda thing. If you still think after reading my blog that love is always romantic (with exception of the obvious one (if you don't know who that is shoot yourself) in this blog) then please. Kill yourself:
But god. I realized how much i love alex during this con. I really wish she was around here. She And i got along well. Even after con we laughed at how people thought we where dating. we said how we acted same in real life, and how we where tight as hell -as Gurren Lagann cult members should be-, and that we needed to get em to join, and we could get tight with her xD All sorts of fun stuff. Its just. We are so much alike, yet so different, something about her i just love. Haha.

Continuing: So car ride home i was hungry, then felt guilty bout week and lost it, then talking to em we both admitted how little we cared about what her mom said, and how we cared for each other. And i felt hungry again. And i joked how it was 4:35 and if mom drove fast i could get to schumer's (yugioh tourney) and get a sneak peek set. Well. We thought it would be impossible, except i checked phone to call him, and saw it was barely 4, we had not chnaged her car for the hour back thing. So i was like "=o" and rushed her there. After i called and he said they had some left. So i pulled rare but crappy cards. However i traded it for the card i needed. So i was like :DDD from talking to em, and her text. Then like :DDDDDDDDDD from the card. Then i went home. And napped from 4 or 5 to 9. Then stayed up texting an hour. Then fell back asleep.

Random things i forgot: We all pooled together money to get ben epic shirt. And i bought pin.

Lienea was being all mean. So i no be nice to her anymore. Oh. And leeland apparently hates me. I haven't talked to him enough to really get him to hate me, and definitly didn't know him enough to get super-douche-tastic. Odd. Oh well. He stays on list of People-i-don't-care-about

I will upload pictures onto Facebook later

I was pwning with my deck. I love how it is running.

Me and Alex making a facebook group 8DDD

Uhm. Laura could not see me today because i was wearing gurren shirt, and two pins xD

Tay got dumped sadly. T_T

And that is all. So see ya

Something i forgot to add for lulz:

And by the by alex. You are a kind sweet wonderful helpful girl. Who is pretty and beautiful. *hugs*

Oh yeh, more i forgot:

Alex you said 2 months ago you would remmber why i pissed you off. And beat me near death. You never did. And you forgot why you said it xD Fail.

8D