Nothing much to report

Been working my ass off on homework, down to five things tonight, and a good bit tommorow. Need to start doing these Do-a-part-a-day things >.> And uhm. Playing about like 6 hours of Days so far. On day 75 or so. Finishing up a mission and getting bro, then work.

Lot to report won't say much though.

We had a speaker, he was brilliant, agree on most of what he said. And Meds kicked in halfway, making it better xD

Mom is being a bitch. I haven't spent any money in 3 weeks, lost 1 week pay, should have had enough for Days, but no, she is keeping track, so i have none, and am in a $50 hole. Fuck, gonna have to borrow for Kings Island, if i can go, and by the end of this, i will have no cash for Sugoi. This is annoying me. She is being bitchy.

And other stuff happened, none of any importance.

And i did some homework, rather than save it all. Sooooooo. I go play Days now 8DDDDDDDDD

Uhm

Forgot to blog early. Dunno not much to talk about..

Oh.

NOT EVEN A DAY LEFT D:::::::::::::

Ugh... What the hell.

So my mom was beign a bitch again. I ended up telling dad i wanted out of deal, and then i broke. I had no idea where i was, who i was, and i was, i was almost in tears if not in tears. I just was insane.

And i realized how horrible i have gotten. I can't talk to people like i use to. Taylor and i don't see each other enough to talk anymore. Bren does not even talk to me...Scott, eh. I just am going insane, reached my threshhold and broke completly. Oh well.

And then mom is saying i have no money owed to me, when i was even after she did sugoi reg, like 3 weeks ago. I need to figure this out.

LAte

So was hanging with Dad at grandmas, bakc, nothing happened today. Found out 60 dollar cards are being reprinted. Yay -_- Now i get to deal with noobs dropping that on me and pwning me -_-

OH BIG NEWS. I FINISHED ATLAS SHRUGGED. It was so brilliant, the characters are so real, and detailed, better than real people...its so god damn brilliant.

Nothing to report

Uhm, so nothing to report. Uhm, 5 days till Days. Uhm. Off meds today. Wee hunger.

Dad is back. cool.

Okay. Crap, good bit of a too do list.

Chem: Wtch 90 minute video, and answer questions. Will BS.
Do something with scientific method about salt, it is rather easy, but tedious.

Math: lets see, baotu 7 sections of shit *headdesk*

Intro to comp: One sheet

Spanish: nothing

English: A day to day activity, so no worries.

Social studies: Vocab i forgot to do -_-

Math is my big killer. I may just skip notes, take the points off there

God, everything is going fast as hell, time is slipping away. It is dissappearing before i know it. Daaaaaaaaaaaamn. There is so little entertaining go on too. Ugh. Stuff needs to change.

And s'okay. Deal is people are all going to halloween hunt or what not homecoming day with mo, figure out your rides, yada yada. But my issue is i already said i would pay my way in to mum and dad. So that puts me from potential 175 to a potential 125 of sugoi money. I need to save lunch money and such too...

Sigh. Need to do work... *breathes in and out* Hmm.

Oh, getting annoyed by Rachels newfound hatred of taylor -_-

Oh, oh, its cool. Michelle Malachovich (super speeling error)rides my bus in the morning. I totally am making it my job to poke her.

And Kelly made a facebook group dedicated to making me lose. I think. And she bought me. I need to get facebook back >.<

And. Uhm. Bro is playing KH now. He fails xD

Yeh, there may be more. But i am too lazy to think. So ciao.

Edit: Okay, forgot to mention epic hilariousness. So after last nights depressing finale of warehouse season 1 i had an idea. And had Emily and me wear thimbles to freak out whitney xD it was funny, she was scared, then like "i want one!" and i gave her mine.

Fuck, way more behind than i thought.

Apparently two more chem stuff due before, that he did not fucking mention >.< and i thought where not due yet. Then like 4 parts math. God damnit not having study hall to work is fucking ruining me. God fucking son of a bitch. I don't care about those damn iep tests. I am so telling her to fuck off. Tommorows wendsday. I am assuming we are done. Going to lunch, then working my ass off in study hall.

Bah, i had stuff to say and forgot

Hrm. Not much. Got to catch up with work.

And the spark has left...me and dissidia aint as close now. Sigh. Its understandable, i did too much, and now i am waiting for days.

got alex into neon genesis, muhahaha.

Uhm. I realize that at different points of day different mindsets happen. Like early on i want to be a goof and romantic. Lunch and 4th i am out of it. 5 is all my computer electronic and science side. 2nd makes me think of games. 7th my mind wonders to perverted thoughts occasionaly and meds wear off.

Though 7 is determined to kill my ability to think pervertedly. I mean i have Alexa there *shivers* She looks so mannish now. Then i have Tanya raygor, ew, russian aids. And then tanya wore a damn skirt while sitting in front of me, basically showing there the whole time and its like "oh god, evil, must not look, but you must look" like an injury or something. T_T. Then i have megan walker *vomits* Then the other girls are either ugly, or people who i find pretty but not hot. Like kim, christy sarah van oss (yes, i typed the whole name, yes, i love her last name >.>), and this one foreign exchange girl Stella.

Oh. And i most likely will never say this again, but I found out that a sneeze can actually sound cute, and not be from a pet like a cat or dog. Today stella did this really small one, that did not even seem like a sneeze. It was something that sounded cute, like if a cat or dog sneezes... Cept pugs. Pugs sneeze badass. Because pugs are made of cool.

And uhm. I made this epic Alice thing with Chase and another guy. A lemur and penguin start far away, then the lemur moves to the penguin, the penguin turns its head and body, so the head is 90 degrees away then it slowly turns back. The lemur extends his arm, then turns and the penguins body falls to the water and the head does and arc and flies to the screen getting knocked off (this was a bit difficult to do, multiple Do together commands and what not.). Then the lemur moves its arm up and yells "PWNED FOR SPARTA!". Then this loops thrice, which is random moving and turning and random body parts flying xD Then the lemur is standing facing the right of screen. it then moves that and and sinks under the water dissapearing. We where gonna make a T-rex then pop up from under water, but did not have time. So a random t-rex is there.

Also someone help me figure out what the fuck is going on homecoming weekend. Cause it started as i wasn't going nad only a few others where not going. So it was gonna be a party at my place was gonna happen, then molly is coming down so now we are doing something else. and then ria and laura now are able to do stuff, so i am all confused.

Meh meh meh. Yeh yeh yeh.

Well, average day. I feel awkward with like emily, and maria and some other people. Dunno why.Not really affecting my interactions. Just feel awkward and as if people are mad at me. Oh well.

Uhm. Bit irked with Lucas and Rachel. They want whit and taylor to end, and say taylors a manwhore. And its just fucking ridiculous. He gets with girls because they want to date him. And at least he is trying to have good damn relationships while everyone is fucking treating him like shit. And It was Lucas and Rachel who would not stop obsessing over him and never shut the hell up about him -_- Its absolutely ridiculous. The girls all want him, and end up glad when he gets with them, then treat him like shit, and dump him, then want him again later, rinse and repeat. Then they make him out to be the bad guy, and complain and use bullshit scapegoats. It is so damn aggravating.

Hmm. Don't have wooping cough, woopee. Still bored as hell. Adn have to catch up shit.

Hrm. Have to do second lunch this week. IEP is doing career testing shit. So I don't get to see ben and Tay and Emily sadly. Though i do get to see whitney more....Ironically it was whitney who gave me a hug goobye today at days end, and Emily that didn't xD usually other way around. xD

Spend a good 10 hours working on Shantotto, got her pretty damn great now. Zidane still better though.

Oh, showed Alex Neon GEnesis Evangelion. This won't end well at all.

Hmm. Feeling really tired. That is about it.

lalala

Lets see, had a 101 (100.8) fever, and may have woopin g cough or some crap. Staying home today, playing games, oh bought apples to apples expansions adn to go.

that is all really

Hrm.

Lisp is gay and annoying.

I took a break from meds to eat my fill to catch up with my not eating (Not eating for me is eating half what i eat, which is like the same amount as a normal person >.> Yay being a black hole), lets see, 2 orders of bosco sticks, nachos, pretzel, and water.

Oh. Greatest. Thing. Ever. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TRGt6QpMv8&feature=channel_page. I love this guy. xD also i love the magibeetus vid xD

What to report. What to do.

Hrm. Well. Got retainer just now, no issues cept it is giving me a lisp.

Lisp way: Hmm, well. Got reshainer just now no issues shept it is giving me a lissssssssssp.

xD

Hrm. I am finding myself fallin more head over heels for emily, to the point where half the time i base what i do around her. Meant to try and maintain some control over thought. Oh well. It aint bad. And thinking about her and friends>>>>>>paying attention in class.

Oh. I did homework last night. I hated it. Why am i doing this D: I hate you school.

Farming to make Shantotto broken by saturday. It is a bit annoying.

Hmm. I found jessica will do most anything for a SEx-in-cookie-form-cookie

I am bored.

WRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYY.

The game.

The end.

How interesting, how odd.

Lets see, i have had this killer cough, making me almost vomit from how bad it is. I am keeping it is check. Refusing to cough and what not. Trying some breathing excersises and what not.

OH OH. Funny story time that leads to me getting epic nerf gun, oops, spoilers.

Okay, so i was at tarjay cause mom promised bro a Nerf gun, since an epic new one came out. And i saw this hot redhead, so i mentioned it to phil, since talking about hot girls is a guy/lesbian thing and guys is a girl/gay thing. Although he told emily trying to get me in trouble. And she just laughed it off since we both know most people look at hot people xD And she knows i look at hot redheads and that i still prefer her and what not, but i forgot to rub it in phil's face. But then we find the epic nerf gun. Its like a shot gun. And holds like 40 darts...I like it. I got one too 8D

Lets see, i like not having braces, oddly entertaining.

I have developed an obsession with Shantotto. She is so fun to use. Definitly second main. Fo sho. And i call her, since she is fucking hilarious "prove to me that you won't cower. Before i put trust in your lose power!"

Hrm. Today mind has been on overload. I have been thinking of epic set up for Shantotto, and my yugioh deck. Then about all the chem shit i have to do. And i have been doing all my work in the classes, rather than ADHDing away, i could not force myself to even ADHD away...

And uhm. Uhm. Today overall was good. Uhm. Uhm. Yeh, that is it. I think.

Only one thing to report

I got braces off today. Feels wierd...

Also whitney stop de-rigging mah locker >.> And melody is gonna yell at you all next time, she said to warn you xD

Hmm, what to say.

Lets see, did two funny things.

We where talking bout a slave who saw whites for the first time and was freaked out during english, she then said "what would you guys do if aliens suddenly appeared and you couldn't communicate" or something to that stature, and i then quickly looked at Maria and Sam and did the vulcan peace sign xD

Then we where yelling "WE ARE" then the students "BELLBROOK" at a pep rally. After we are i yelled "SPAAAAAAAAAARTTTTTAAAAAAAAAAA" and mrs. bills looked at me and glared xD It was epic.

Wacking people with water bottle is fun.

I feel mehish recently.

Meds on overdrive, i am going insane~

I got no plans this week. Was gonna try something tommorow, but paco and leeland or whatever he is called beat me to it >.> Damn them, they be hijackin everything, xD stupid me being older xD Yaaay being left out. But, that just means more dissidia and FFIX time xDDDD

Me and louie are obsessed with dissidia.

Been talkin to phil a lot more.

Hrm. More dresden stuff out! I want storm front graphic novel, and the short story >.>

The newest dresden book has only one line released. And it is quite honestly one of hte most compelling and fastest starts ever.

two months and codex alera series finishes...

And yeh, that is all. I think. Maybe.

Oh. Whitney and Tay are now going out. Which will kill me. The Best friend side wishes them great luck, likes em together, and wants it to last. The Father Side hates that stupid boy, wants it to end, and hates it all. Stop making my sides conflict D:

Also. Megalixers are bitches to get.

And yeh...that is all now... i think...

Lets see, catch up, smetch up, tech- oh shit that dont rhyme

Hmm. Now into Warehouse 13. The show itself is mildly stupid, basically same as many others. And the main 2 detectives are meh. But i love Artie (old hobo scientist is win) and then there is Claudia. Might i say that Mindy from drake and josh, in a scifi setting, with a goofy and perverted personality on its own is awesome. Then add in the fact she got red hair makes it win. xD And some of the artifacts are cool too~

Hmm. Today was average, just missed tests really. All and all nothing too bad. Got little bit of catch up.

Everyone loved my cookies. They are honestly sex in cookie form/blatant ego

And been talkin to Nick more. He is a cool guy. Me and him get along well.

Uhm. Me and Louie are spending way to much time talkin bout dissidia xD

Finding perverted thoughts to be coming to me more often, but none of them actually appealing or affecting me. Odd.

Ordering simon cosplay~

Yeh. Uhm. Can't think of anything else...

Bah, why am i doing this >.< Stupid me. I feel guilty..

Ugh. I feel fine, tired only, but not too sick or anything. And i want to see friends, and get caught up...but the prospect just suddenly scared me, and school was just a fearful place when i was there. So i ended up getting out, saying i still felt shitty, and my nose still hurt...When i was doing fine and i could have made it.

God i have been losing it recently. Messing everything up. Saying stupid shit. Pissing everyone off. Losing my sanity and cool. Getting destroyed and broken up by things i should be able to shrug off. Losing that small pillar of strength i try to have. Getting annoyed by everything...

BAH. I shall grind my woes away with Dissidia and FFIX >.<

Well played allergies. Well played.

Well, not really sick. But allergies are on overdrive. Adn making me feel crappy. And unable to think right. Good thing i skipped today or i woulda failed tests and such. Since i am out of it a lot. Though i wanted to hang with everyone today...AND IN CHEM WE WHERE PLAYING WITH FIRE T_T I WANNA PLAY WITH FIRE T_T

So today, i will play FFIX maybe FFVIII or VII. Work on those games. Probably IX since i love it so damn much. And i will talk to whoever is online. At least mu is on to talk to right now~ God i love how she is always on xD She kills my boredom well xDDDD/only like 3 people know who the hell Mu is that read this

And hmm. I want core drill to come....

God i slept till 11...

And bah, nothing else, BAH

Some good, some bad, some just meh.

Lets see, yesterday in circle me mo and Jess where having a religious discussion. It was nice, tame and calm, but everyone else was getting pissed *sigh* Why does this keep happening, either i get no discussion, or it goes sour, or someone ruin the good ones. I dun get why religion has to be so damn respected and untouchable compared to everything else. If we disagree with a political persons entire ideal it is okay to say so, but not with a religious leader. BAh. Just my annoyance concerning religion, that is more of a mask for my split views on whether or not to believe, and how i truly feel about a divine deity and so on and so forth.

Lets see. Today was good mostly. And i failed and succeded. As i said lunch was maybe getting switched. My class didn't. However the mroe important IEP was. So i was to be switched to second lunch. However i managed to get it so on non-IEP days i go to regular study hall as usual. So i get to do both lunches. Fuck yeh. Brandon fucking won at this.

Though in lunch something was really pissing me off. Maria was being so damn bitchy to taylor. She was yelling at him for flirting with different girls and how he should choose just one. and how Rachel was in tears apparently because he hit on her (which i don't really buy, maybe annoyed, but i will pretend it is right). I mean, for seriousness, I flirt with everyone, and some is joking, some serious (though serious flirting i hhalf the time don't realize i do, xD its the harmless kind and blah blah. Basically don't try to interpet it is cheating on Emily or whoever i am dating when it happens, its not like that and such. ) but no one gives a damn including the ones i flirt with. Well. Except the guys >.> And the ones i do it solely to make uncomfortable. But anyways, I am taken and do this.

Now Taylor is single, and the whole point of flirting is to figure out who you like best, who you fit with best, and to decide who you will choose -- or sometimes for harmless fun and ego stroking or to get closer to who your with-- so why should he not flirt? And I won't deny he flirts some with Laura, and Whit and others, but hell, half of the time he does not realize it, or his "flirting" is not even flirting, but when it is i don't see the girls caring too much, and if they really despise it they should tell him themselves and not whine if he does-- If anyone does. I mean i can say that i bet laura likes it, and since whitney has a crush fo sho i know she does not care, so why does it harm anyone for him to flirt with single girls?

Then it hit me. Its obvious. Because he is not flirting with Maria. And she is still head over heels for him. And she is taking out anger because he is not flirting with her. With this in mind it explained why she got so pissed when rachel flirted with taylor before. It is because she does not know how, and cant flirt with him, because he has no interest due to their purely platonic relationship.

And now my paragraph i forgot, her story of Rachel crying about being hit on: While i doubt this true, if so that is not taylors fault. The human race are animals, purely, simply, mammals. And as Animals are core purpose in life is to reproduce, and how do we do that? With a mate. How do we get a mate. We woo and attract them, aka flirting. And no matter how advanced we get that will still be the most primal and important ideal in our subconsious. If Rachel is too pathetic and wimpy to handle the fact that someone who likes her, and got dumped, still has feeling and still shows them she needs to get off her high horse and tell him to stop, or stop acting as if all feelings get destroyed with just a few words. Though as i said i bet rachel was just a bit annoyed, not in tears or nearly in tears.

And better news: I have boota now. It is adorable and they did something brilliant. They put the paper tag showing picture of the show, in the little white "manufactured in..." tag, the one that hangs off the back of the plush. So instead of jabbing the plastic in the plush, they put it in the tag on the back. Simple. Yet brilliant and underdone.

Core drill coming.

Oh and i officially decided that i am gonna cosplay simon. And now i say something i know i will regret:

All of the females going can do whatever to my hair so it looks blue like his and is styled like his. Or what not. This shall be the only time i willingly be your doll D:<

ALSO SUPER HILARIOUS AWESOME NEWS~ Okay okay. So my mom was online, and she saw that the actor who played Tommy Oliver, the greatest power ranger ever, the original green and white rangers, is going to be an Ultimate fighting championship competitor, And when power rangers was on, they showed that he actually knew how to fight, was a badass, and could fight. This will be awesome.

Oh yeh i remembered something big!

It ish official, i can goes to Sugoi~ Pre-regged now~

Though I can't go down till saturday i dun think. Unless i got a ride. Or something. But i am heading down saturday, staying till the end on sunday~

Dull day, well, nothing of interest really.

Hmm, nothing interesting really. Still seeing who taylor will get with. Whit nad laura seem likely. Hmm. Found a site that is basically lol-no to bible, though it should mention leviticus is moot. Uhm, been talkin to Mu a lot~ And nothing really~

Something needed to be said...something...what is it...

UGH I FORGET WHAT I KEEP FORGETTING TO PUT HERE T_T

Well, taylor and lucas ended, and it seems he is either getting with that alex stoner chick or whitney probably. Both of which would probably end. Then lord knows laura or rachel will want him again xD

Oh, and i dumped emily to go after taylor, but taylor declined and whitney tried to comfort me, but we burst out laughing xD Then later whitney claimed Em before i could xD

And Kasha is a sick pervert that stares at bens moobs.

Moral of last two paragraphs: Never let me and whitney talk alone for like 3 hours late at night xD