Sunday, January 31, 2010

Simplicity is for squares!

So you are wrong. Got it. So stop thinkin that way.

And i totally did not lose my phone when i saw that before >.>

Alex don't be a moron.

I still confide in you, i trust you, even if i can't do so as fully and as much as ben, well, he has a six year lead on you. xD But you are still just as important to me as he is. And you help me in ways he never can, he can't ever jog me out of my self pity, and hit me back to logic when i need it. God. So stop thinkin like that. And when i talk to you, its still like before. Same with emily. Same with Ben, whit, everyone. The only one that it is not the same with for me is bren. Just because i can trust ben more does not mean i don't love all of you, don't trust and confide in all of you. Its just he has helped me for seven years. And hell, with you alex, with emily, i have talked to both of you often for what, a year and a half? You guys have helped me more than most anyone in that time. Ben just...How to put it.... He is like my Turk. And you guys are Carla and Elliot. I trust you guys, and love all of you, but he is my chocolate bear.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

How to pwn alex.

starlightgal93 (4:19:00 PM): Dude. Here's the thing.
starlightgal93 (4:19:32 PM): I'm stronger than you. Not to mention until most girls I have the ambition to be able to get you into a maid outfit even if that means I have to do it myself P:
Colberoth Norris (4:19:45 PM): I can easily avoid you a week
starlightgal93 (4:19:56 PM): You wouldn't dare P;
starlightgal93 (4:20:06 PM): kihihihi
Colberoth Norris (4:20:40 PM): why not?
starlightgal93 (4:20:56 PM): Cause. You know you can't resist seeing me once I visit -grins-
Colberoth Norris (4:21:15 PM): Yeh.
Colberoth Norris (4:21:17 PM): I can
Colberoth Norris (4:21:20 PM): You forget
Colberoth Norris (4:21:34 PM): i will have bio 2, L4D2, FFXIII, BBS, etc. then
starlightgal93 (4:21:44 PM): We shall see.
Colberoth Norris (4:22:39 PM): Plus you would rather see me as chrome
starlightgal93 (4:22:58 PM): ....No actually I would rather see you as maid
Colberoth Norris (4:23:22 PM): But i wont wear that~
starlightgal93 (4:24:06 PM): You "will" has no effect.
starlightgal93 (4:24:11 PM): Not even your dying.
Colberoth Norris (4:24:23 PM): Its easy to avoid you ya know
Colberoth Norris (4:24:29 PM): or avoid places you could do that
starlightgal93 (4:24:34 PM): I'm not sure if that's a comfort or not
Colberoth Norris (4:24:44 PM): xD
Colberoth Norris (4:25:08 PM): I mean, if i only see you in public places you are screwed
starlightgal93 (4:25:16 PM): true .-.
starlightgal93 (4:25:28 PM): but I'm sure we'll see each other in...non...public places
starlightgal93 (4:25:29 PM): xD
Colberoth Norris (4:25:50 PM): Plus don't you think emily would have a problem with you stripping her boyfriend?
starlightgal93 (4:26:11 PM): Pft it will involve putting you into a maid outfit. I'm sure she'll be helping me.
Colberoth Norris (4:26:41 PM): Actually at the thought of stripping me she would probably say she would help, then come, sit in the back, watch blushing and enjoying herself xDDD
starlightgal93 (4:26:48 PM): ^ that xDD
Colberoth Norris (4:27:16 PM): shed first get herself horny watching me naked hten enjoy the lulz of me in outfit...
Colberoth Norris (4:27:37 PM): But unfortunatly for you. I have....wait for it....building suspense building suspencse....BEN
starlightgal93 (4:27:47 PM): .............................
starlightgal93 (4:28:02 PM): I shall make sure Ben and Taylor are far away when we get you.
starlightgal93 (4:28:04 PM): Until you get in it
starlightgal93 (4:28:09 PM): then they can come
Colberoth Norris (4:28:20 PM): ...you know taylor would probably help you girls xD
starlightgal93 (4:28:38 PM): ..........................So only Ben will avoid being there xD
Colberoth Norris (4:29:00 PM): I will make sure to take him with me anytime i am going where you are
starlightgal93 (4:29:34 PM): pft bodygaurd much?
Colberoth Norris (4:29:54 PM): Well. When you are downright threatening me....yes. Very.
starlightgal93 (4:31:10 PM): >.>
starlightgal93 (4:31:38 PM): wimp.
Colberoth Norris (4:31:47 PM): And that one body guard blocks all your efforts
starlightgal93 (4:32:04 PM): >>>
starlightgal93 (4:32:05 PM): >.>
Colberoth Norris (4:32:13 PM): Especially if something happens to his wow and i blame you
starlightgal93 (4:32:25 PM): .....you wouldn't dare!
Colberoth Norris (4:32:50 PM): Haha. Who is scared of whom now?
starlightgal93 (4:33:33 PM): Um. You are scared of me? -grins- Alex is never scared!
Colberoth Norris (4:33:44 PM): Liar.
starlightgal93 (4:33:53 PM): I know.

God...I really am glad i have ben.

Man. He really is there for me and has my back. God i love him. So the party was supposed to be me, emily, kasha, him. But kasha couldn't come, so i told him to just make it a regular party and not third wheel himself.

He didn't.

Then he kept trying to get it so me and her where alone. So i could have fun. And we could try and fix everything. Get back a bit to how it use to be.

And it worked. Despite all that happened with us alone, even through lust my favorite parts where the small things. The simple things. Just holding her in quite. Neither of us speaking, or the slow, small kisses that had little lust.

Then just holding her as she fell asleep, and it felt really good when she said she did not want me to leave, to stay there and lay with her, and she gave me that beautiful smile...

God i needed that night. Guess fears where wrongly thought of for once....THOUGH FUCK YOU GOD THIS IS ALL BENS DOING.

But god...last night, and now...I was almost in tears. Not from sadness. But just...joy of some sort. God. Ben is by far the closest person in my life. Hell, even when everyone has left me he has stayed. He knows when to bother me, when to leave me be, and can always cheer me up and work with me on everything. And god...I can trust him fully, and i can't remember when i ever even raised back those barriers to him. I can't lie and say i did not do it to whit, alex, emily, jess, everyone, a few times when really depressed, and this is over years. But Ben...god i can't remember ever doing that. God. How long has he been there for me? Six, seven years? Stood by me when how many people left me, destroyed me, ruined me? God...I found a kinda friend you only find once in a lifetime...

Friday, January 29, 2010

I sing...because i am afraid.

Ah, miss Dickinson, how i do adore thee. I too sing because i am afraid. I write trying to dilute fears. Its odd, recently i just have been...really truly scared. About the past. The future. My relationship. My friendships. Life. Death. Everything...its an irrational fear, and i have it nagging, telling me soon everything is gonna turn for the worse...

God i hope i am just being pessimistic and paranoid.

Dear god i don't believe in...If you are anything like what those who believe claim you are like, toss a little help to me and my friends. Can ya?

Thursday, January 28, 2010

And due to our closeness, i feel this immaturity is allowed, Alex.

ALEX HAS A BOYFRIEND ALEX HAS A BOYFRIEND AND IS BEING ALL GIRLY LALALALALA BOYFRIEND AND GIRLY~

Uhm, what to report

Nothign happened really...there was something...but i forgot...

So i guess all to say is 13 days~

Oh, and me and Alex totally screwed with that Justin dude~ Twas awesome.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Woah. What the hell mind.

God. Wow. I just went back to feeling really guiltly and stupid about the past few days. And felt nauseous and sick. Lightheaded. And all that. God. I was already past what happened, working on fixing it, and all that...Why did i suddenly feel bad again. >.< You know mind. You are a douche.

*turns on scrubs*

Oh something funny i forgot

Emily randomly blushes and gets embarrassed when it is pointed out. xD

And scrubs has such an awesome song. Oooooooooh payback is a bitch. oooooooh paybackk is a bitch.

God i want a portable church choir.

Odd odd odd.

So from my day and a half numbing depression i got into a writing mood, but i broke out of the depression quick, yet the writing mood stayed. Doing Poetry in class did not help kill it. But now i am working on an epic, its actually going really well. And did a not shitty love poem, and a not shitty happy one, and decent random one. Oh, then i was doing one that had an idea of angels coming to earth, salvation, etc...it became about the end of the world. But it was kick ass >.>

I also realize i subconsciously direct my controlling manipulative, evil part of myself into relationships on making them do good/my amusement. Like Ben and Kasha, that was me being manipulative for my amusement, and still is at times. It also helps them too. And now Rachel and Taylor, instead of having him ask her out i am making him let her ask him out. Now in the end this ups her courage, makes them work better, etc. but it also gives me amusement and lets me use this as if i am a puppet master. Plus rachel will dress up in a skirt nad other stuff to be as sexy as possible when she does it, AKA Elizabeth-gets-blackmail 8D

And uhm. Still obsessed with Us by Regina Spektor.

Been unable to memorize or remember things... not good since that is what lots of classes are at the moment...

Been getting closer to ben recently. God. I love that guy. I won't lie, he is on top with Whit and Em and Alex, in some aspects he beats all of them, i mean i love them and trust them and all, but god out of all the years, he has stuck by me the last 5, 6, maybe 7 years....and after losing so many friends, clint, scott, laura, andrew, etc. ...well that just really means a shitload to me.

Uhm. I had something to say...But i forgot...

Been pretty happy, all those rough spots where sorta fixed and sorted out. Still exist, but all is trying to be fixed.

Oh. Funny. Relationship hell week is Ben:9001 everyone else: 0. Everyones relationship, or thoughts on it, or acts about it have been going to hell except him.

And i stole from him while he was gripping it. I beat his power.

Yes. Be scared. Me and Him are hacking life.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Hard times, lifes rough, sometimes life sucks

but thats alright, its okay, it aint nothin but another day. Only god knows where i've been, if you ever stop loving me.

I LOVE THAT SONG <==so alex does not miss that.

So not much happened, wrote a few poems. Should type them for alex and school...will do it later >.>

And D: Maranda got dumped. T_T I need to find her and super hug her T_T I hate seeing maranda sad...She is too nice D:

And i toally knew the whole taylor sit would happen, totally called next part...

Monday, January 25, 2010

Never have i been closer to suicide.

BEn is horde.
Shini quit latale.

BEN IS HORDE.
SHINI QUIT LATALE.

THE END RESULT OF STAYING ON EARTH IS SCARIER THAN DEATH. EVERYONE. OUT OF THE UNIVERSE.

Ugh wow. I keep messing up.

Wow. Sorry emily >.< God. I always do everything to the wrong extreme don't i >.< When i said i didn't care yesterday, i meant i was not mad, i didn't mind. I do care about us, but i didn't mind or care about what happened, it had become a little thing. And god, i was trying to give you space, since every time i have done anything before it seemed like i made everything worse, so i was just trying to give you space, let you find yourself, and everything. And i made it worse didn't i? God. I am a grade A fuck up. And you can't blame me on ben and Alex, you know it is really hard for you to make me feel better about you. And you can't blame me if i had doubts and felt some abandonment. But I will act differently tommorow. I waas trying to give you space...i guess after last year when this happened with laura, i went way to overboard trying to fix it and solve it, but that messed it up, so i tried leaving you fully alone, let you come to terms with everything. Le sigh, i need to work on finding the right balance of everything don't i...

Solely because i want to make an Eureka quote. I am the worst. And it looks like i ruined my relationship fully. Heh. Way to go me. Way to go. >.<

Also odd thing. I woke up at three in cold sweat, worried over everything, etc. Then managed to fall asleep at five, but while asleep i pictured a little diagram saying "do work" drew parabola to other side and had mini line on side that said "finish work" and "steal work" thten at bottom a line leading to a finished thing saying "turn in work". This kept repeating. Odd.

And heh. You know. Its kinda like the great depression. I did not focus on evrything. i focused on her a bit. And then i focused the rest on myself, on protecting myself, on not going into a depression, not ruining it, that i ruined it. That i ruined myself. Because i did not look to the rest of people it affected. God damnit. I had a chance, and i fucked it over. God damn.

So i guess im doin alright~

Today was oddly good. After getting the compassion i needed from ben, and the kick in the head i needed from Alex, i got past my stupd flare for the dramatic, regained my control. and forgot all those idiotic and baseless fears, and insecurities brought from the past. Thanks ben. Thanks alex.

Now to kill more in FFTA.

Wow. Last thign came out wrong.

Alex, that is not how i meant it >.< But it is not your fault, seeing as how i really wrote it wrong. I was mainly talking about Bren. And that i didn't want it to seem like it was back when me and him where perfect, then the next minute like he hated me again. I rather just lose him completely. The only part there that was really you was just that it seemed our friendship was going away, which i know is BS, and was just that damn irrational dramatic flare i have. But even if i hate what i said i won't apologize, we both know that it is a small and pointless gesture. I doubt you want my apology, and i don't want you to just accept one. I rather our actions show the apology and acceptance. But I am an idiot, and most none of that last post was really about you...actually none of it was. The only reason it was there is I feared...i feared losing people. I feared you would do what i did long ago and just leave older friends, or break their bonds, i feared you would abandon me like bren, like scott, like clint, like laura...I feared you would give up on me...like i gave up on myself. So many times. Like i have now.

And thanks, because god you feel so damn angry, which you should, but from that it makes me realize that even if we are not talking now, even if you need time and there is no communication between us, i still have you, i still have my friend, and i won't lose you, and you won't abandon me like the others. That alone may be one reason i can keep from letting all these fears destroy me like they where, what will keep me from letting that stupid dramatic flare convince me to bring back that old defense. To keep me from distancing myself from everything. Thank you. A lot.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

breathe in...breathe out.

God. Thank the lord for yugioh. Lets me regain sanity with ease. Heh. I honestly have no idea where anything in life is goin now. Heh. Somedays it seems as if me and em are good, other times it is hell, some days it seems real, some days it seems as if i am being led along. Same for Alex. Same for bren. Definitely for bren. But i breathe. If i lose any of htem...I hope i can act rationally, not let it destroy what we had like what happened with me and laura. But i will recover faster. Heh. I just kinda wish any loss that would happen, and all the uncertanities and what not, wish i just knew where everything stood.



Its also odd, phil is never on. Heh. Everything is gone, and fallin apart. Oh well. I will calm myself. I will let it go its course. And for now i will quit. Let everything go where it does. and know at least i have ben here for me. He is a constant. And that is something i am never going to stop being thankful for.



And Alex, if you are gonna blog about me make it so i can see it D:< I am permission denied, i had to open some wierd google reader and do other wierd crap to see D:<



and dear god. Nothing but noobs on L4D2 >.<



But i iwll breathe, i will sleep, and let everything go its course. If these relationships are to be lost, they where good, and i will be hurt...but i will recover. I always do. Heh. And there are always memories...

...I QUIT

STUPID DAMN YUGIOH. YOU HAVE THE MOST OUTRAGEOUS RULES EVER! HOW DO I PASS THAT DAMN TEST?!?!?!? I QUIT YOU GAME! YOU HAVE NO HOLD OVER ME ANYMORE! /says the one preparing to go play yugioh at this moment.

*headdesk*

I hate you god. First you choose to game over me twice in once day, then ruin the plans and the goodness i had after everything seemed good, and did it when i am too late for tourney. Bah. This day sucks so much...

Friday, January 22, 2010

Odd odd odd.

So lots of random stuff has been happening. But i am not letting the annoyances get to me, i am not letting myself be affected. I am being strong. Yada yada. I won't get so hurt by little things, i have known real pains, i won't act as if this small stuff is it.

And today it was odd, i went to talk to Maranda (I <3 that girl. She rules~) and Zack something was there, and he started talkin to me too. Now i have talked with him a few times, but most of my knowing him is hearing Maranda talk about him, usually if she is talking to me and he comes up, or vice versa we kinda just wait. But then he said hi to me randomly in the halls, was talking to me more, and invited me to applebees with him nad Jeremy today. Its like we skipped the small friendship part and suddenly are best friends. It is very odd. But pretty cool, specially cause Zack is a cool guy.

And new Reborn is great today too. So lets see, Ultimo-Amazing 11/10, One piece- purewin/10, bleach-9/10 great, naruto-faillulz/10, Soul eater-beastly/10 awesome, KHR 13/10

lots of good manga this week.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Random tidbits.

Lets see. Reading science magazine is making me annoyed, mainly with life. So many things i know, and yet i cant solve so many issues. So many things i dont. and i want to. So annoying. Can't help friends. Can't fix all of my broken relationships, i can still see strains, sprains, and cuts in them. Can't find myself. lost in a crowd, no way out. Can't help the few i truly care about when they are truly hurt. Bah.

Uhm. Breaking Tactics addiction. Only took like 3 days, pretty good for me.

New One Piece... it is brilliant. god bring 3 back when no one expected it, and then the whole garp battle. God. And the end, while a tad cliched and expected, was awesome as hell. God. This whole chapter has so much win it is outrageous.

Uhm. Gotta do a paper, gotten a little behind on everything... Will fix that.

Still can't find psp... If it is not found soon i will have to go buy a replacement.....luckily most of my data is backed up.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Eh

Nothin much has been happening. Feelin a bit down, thinkin bout how much i have lost over the years. Only to realize how i like what has happened, and all the shit i went through is nothing but amazing. Sexual harrasment (Clint -_-), being hte harasser when i was way worse (god i hate what i use to be...), Heart break, Loss of friends, gaining of them, finding love, losing it, all the pains, the joys, it all shaped me. Made me an amazing person i am, and have helped me learn to adapt. Hell, even when pained the worst i have learned to sleep it off. I am glad for it all. Glad for my friends, my enemies, and those who have been both.

Carpe Diem. Seize the day. Live life to the fullest. Regret nothing. I still remember. I still follow.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Nothign but humans!

Why are there only humans at our school! Even my clan is only humans. No bangaa, Numoe, Viera, or moogles! It is sick...

You know, i am definitely the worst.

Heh. As i think and think, I realize how sickly disturbed i am. This life, these faces, what i say, what i do, my everything. Its all a game. I learned what to say when to get what i want, nad i play through life as if it was final fantasy. Or yugioh. I dont focus as much on the actual connections, i focus on advantage, i dont say fully what i believe or want, but what gets the responce i want. I am the worst.

Monday, January 18, 2010

I never understood before

I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

I got a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

Sunday, January 17, 2010

why oh why cant the computer life be real?

ugh. relationship is more awkward than when we began, and has been so since sugoi. but only in rreal life. in real life relationships and feelings for friends are being bsed and nothing like true feelings you see online. god. i am feeling pathetic, joke insults, joking ignoring...i keep feeling seriously hateful, seriously pissed, seriously abandoned and crappy. oh. and i am going into game retreat where i ignore everyone for defense because my optimism, my strength, and my will have all faded. and old weakness has come. ughhh. *headdesk* bitchy mom+stupid football party+exams= horrible bday week... at least mlk has my back...

Friday, January 15, 2010

Ugh, and so the crap begins anew.

Honestly this is the most annoying part about the Bday time. Is the outrageous amount of time i have to spend arguing with mom and trying to get it so i can have a good fucking party with my god damn friends. But no, she keeps making when people can come later, and making when they have to leave earlier. Cutting it so my Bday, the oh-so-pointlessly-special day is not even half of the time of a normal party. her solution, have all my friends over at the oh-so-dull family party. Yeh. Lets make my friends come, and when we go downstairs to have fun with each other, we can entertain all the small kids, because that is fun. Oh and we wanna do anything upstairs, wait, we can't -_- So if i am lucky i may be able to get my party i actually want to be around 8-12. But so far she is only letting it be 11 -_- And then i get to have my whole family come sunday, and then they watch football, do all sorts of crap, i can't get online half the time, cant do anything i like, can't game, and have to watch kids. All while "my" party is spent on football, and other stupid shit, and we spend twenty minutes to give me a bunch of cards with money. Oh and this starts at fucking 1 and usually lasts till god damn 2 with some of the relatives -_- So the fun party i can barely get any time on, you know the party actually entertianing me, about me, and fun for me. And the party where i get ignored, football is big things, and i have to baby sit and have no fun gets a usual 12 hours. God. I fucking hate this time of the year. Now i remember why my birthday never excites me. Because it sucks.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Nothin

Did nothin really. Just hung out and did exams...

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I love Parks

So i managed to successfully sneak in without him notice. Got questioned by random students, then sat till he came into the class room. He looked around a few times talking to the students (cause he is cool enough to make actual eye contact, not stand, stare in hte center, and pretend to) and he eventually saw me. I waved. and it went pretty much. (paraphrasing a lot)

"Hi"
"Hey"
"did you come to wish the kids good luck."
"Yeh. "
"Or are you here to take test again?"
"Yeh, gonna beat last years."
"I assume you have no class now."
"4th period study hall"
"Ah. So you are supposed to be in study hall or are you leaving early"
"Leaving early"
"Like now?"
"Yeh. "
"I see."
*he continues explaining with no issues of me being in the class*
"if any of you need the bathroom do it before exam starts. I will let first two rows go."
*i start leaving* "I will go to bathroom before"
*says bye to few people.*
"Nice seeing you brandon"
"you too Mr. Parks."

xD It wsa awesome. I love mr parks.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Tiiiiiiiiiiiireeeeeeeeeeeddddddddd

First exam...had to be... 200 questions... so long... ick *dies*

I need to bring cards tommorow. And invade park's class. *nodnod*

Monday, January 11, 2010

Not much

Eh. Been thinking old thoughts, stupid thoughts, but i learned to control em. Heh. After going through crap, and after i quit trying to say i am too weak, i am a fool, etc., i realized i could do all sorts of stuff.

BBS looks goodish. But yet to see it tye up all the loose ends it needs to, and it seems to be leaving a good bit of stuff unfinished. Though it set KH3 up...So guess i may have to wait till then -_- it better explain the unversed it introduces. I bet i need the damn xehanort reports, someone should translate them.

Maplestory is addicting again. New class rules.

Got shitload of pez today. Hell yeh.

Uhm. Played lots of L4D2 yesterday. Was awesome.

Uhm, headache, bored, goes to maplestory i do.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Random musings again

Its odd. I've been thinking a lot more about me lately. and always it comes to me asking, why am i liked. And i realize, i am like maro. I am a actor, i have the flare for drama, and i hide myself, nad fake things, i know how to play the game of life. I switch between my multitude of crafted persona, and let my different emotions be under my control. I expertly switch from hateful to romantic to the sympathetic friend. Switch from for to against to a middle man.

And eventually, all the falsehoods, the acting, the seperate farces, they became a part of me, of my character, or maro, of shiro, of kanna, all my oc, all their faces i used, and all the Brandons i made, they became more than a ruse. They became who i am. Which has led to being unable to sort out the original from the new. Trying to figure out who i am and what i knew.

Heh. Yet this has given me a way to cope with everything, much like my little voices, it is odd.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Two words.

Early Dismissal.

That is all.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

uhmn,

I had something i was gonna talk about. But i forgot. So yeh...

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

random musing.

you know what i like? kisses on the cheek. and i dont mean only romantically. i always use to get them from younger cousins, and other family, and in all honesty something is amaazing wwith those. lip kisses invoke romance and lust. something about cheek kisses, and their scarcity, it is brilliant. it invokes joy, energy, a strange vitality. and its the same no matter who, from emily, whit, haley, evaan, there is something magical about it.


musings from dsi

Delay and pez

Make this day kick ass. That is all.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Friday, January 1, 2010

Driving alex insane

DivaStar1abe (12:47:11 AM): Any New years resolutions?
starlightgal93 (12:47:22 AM): Pffffft
Colberoth Norris (12:47:25 AM): do something as awesome as jecht
DivaStar1abe (12:49:03 AM): At least some one is ambitous
Colberoth Norris (12:51:35 AM): Do it strong or not at all
DivaStar1abe (12:51:55 AM): I like the not at all option
Colberoth Norris (12:52:14 AM): I know
Colberoth Norris (12:52:18 AM): great way
Colberoth Norris (12:52:25 AM): its either kickass or lazy
Colberoth Norris (12:52:29 AM): great way of living
DivaStar1abe (12:52:31 AM): lulz
whatchamacallem (12:52:40 AM): I'd comment
whatchamacallem (12:52:43 AM): but I'm too tired
Colberoth Norris (12:52:53 AM): I am no that la
Colberoth Norris (12:53:09 AM): god bren don't be so l
starlightgal93 (12:53:29 AM): Is anyone making sense on what Brandon is currently saying? Or am I that stupid?
starlightgal93 (12:53:42 AM): OH WAIT
starlightgal93 (12:53:43 AM): I GET IT NAO
DivaStar1abe (12:53:44 AM): its bran
Colberoth Norris (12:53:44 AM): you are just stu
starlightgal93 (12:53:53 AM): Yea that's what I thought
whatchamacallem (12:54:02 AM): Lol
Colberoth Norris (12:54:03 AM): yu
starlightgal93 (12:54:21 AM): -facepalm-
whatchamacallem (12:54:29 AM): >'-'>[Justgotit]
starlightgal93 (12:54:34 AM): >_>
whatchamacallem (12:54:38 AM): '-'
DivaStar1abe (12:54:45 AM): wow your all really sl
starlightgal93 (12:54:50 AM): ;A;
whatchamacallem (12:54:56 AM): Ufufufufufu
Colberoth Norris (12:55:04 AM): good jo
DivaStar1abe (12:55:14 AM): I am sma
whatchamacallem (12:55:17 AM): /applauds Ale
starlightgal93 (12:55:27 AM): ....
starlightgal93 (12:55:32 AM): -being driven insane-
Colberoth Norris (12:55:33 AM): it was ka
Colberoth Norris (12:55:37 AM): not al
starlightgal93 (12:55:38 AM): nuuuu ;A; COMPLETE SENTENCES PLOX
Colberoth Norris (12:55:43 AM): this is co
whatchamacallem (12:55:54 AM): /falls asle--zzzzzz
DivaStar1abe (12:55:59 AM): i kn
starlightgal93 (12:56:01 AM): ajdg;ladskgla;sdhgad's
DivaStar1abe (12:56:03 AM): So good morning. I'm going to bed.
starlightgal93 (12:56:04 AM): STUPPPPPP
Colberoth Norris (12:56:06 AM): *pokes br
Colberoth Norris (12:56:11 AM): bye ka
whatchamacallem (12:56:13 AM): Y U PO
Colberoth Norris (12:56:13 AM): good ni
Colberoth Norris (12:56:18 AM): BECAUSE IT FU
whatchamacallem (12:56:19 AM): /wav
DivaStar1abe (12:56:20 AM): by bran
Colberoth Norris (12:56:23 AM): *hu
DivaStar1abe (12:56:32 AM): *hu
starlightgal93 (12:56:39 AM): .....-litteraly being driven insane-
Colberoth Norris (12:56:47 AM): Sakurai: *lau
whatchamacallem (12:56:50 AM): Succe
DivaStar1abe (12:56:53 AM): thaz fi
starlightgal93 (12:57:04 AM): ......fffffffffff
starlightgal93 (12:57:10 AM): STOP EET DDDD:
starlightgal93 (12:57:14 AM): Plox
Colberoth Norris (12:57:18 AM): oka
whatchamacallem (12:57:44 AM): lo
starlightgal93 (12:58:38 AM): ;-;
Colberoth Norris (12:58:42 AM): this is fu
starlightgal93 (12:58:43 AM): Learn to sleep with your eyes open
starlightgal93 (12:58:46 AM): I will come
starlightgal93 (12:58:51 AM): in the dead of night
starlightgal93 (12:58:54 AM): and kill you both
starlightgal93 (12:59:01 AM): -grins- ^_^
whatchamacallem (12:59:01 AM): Have fu
Colberoth Norris (12:59:03 AM): but you lo
starlightgal93 (12:59:04 AM): ....
starlightgal93 (12:59:08 AM): -flails-
whatchamacallem (12:59:15 AM): /laug
Colberoth Norris (1:00:35 AM): you know it is tr
Colberoth Norris (1:01:18 AM): *high fives br
whatchamacallem (1:01:26 AM): /high fi
starlightgal93 (1:01:26 AM): I hate you gaiz ;A;
Colberoth Norris (1:01:32 AM): you lo
whatchamacallem (1:01:36 AM): A lo
Colberoth Norris (1:02:00 AM): a to
whatchamacallem (1:02:15 AM): More tha
starlightgal93 (1:02:16 AM): ...why do you gaiz not finish sentences yet I understand what you are saying?! -headwall-
Colberoth Norris (1:02:41 AM): we were wonde
Colberoth Norris (1:02:46 AM): it is od
Colberoth Norris (1:03:04 AM): because you want in ou
whatchamacallem (1:03:12 AM): LO
starlightgal93 (1:03:18 AM): DD:
Colberoth Norris (1:03:22 AM): it is tr
starlightgal93 (1:03:25 AM): LIAR!
whatchamacallem (1:03:33 AM): He's rig
Colberoth Norris (1:03:44 AM): i a
starlightgal93 (1:03:45 AM): Liiiiiaaaaaaaaar
Colberoth Norris (1:03:58 AM): no i a
starlightgal93 (1:04:04 AM): Nu.
Colberoth Norris (1:04:07 AM): ye
whatchamacallem (1:04:08 AM): It's teh tr
starlightgal93 (1:04:12 AM): Nu it be not!
Colberoth Norris (1:04:13 AM): so tr
starlightgal93 (1:04:17 AM): Nu!
whatchamacallem (1:04:19 AM): So very tr
starlightgal93 (1:04:24 AM): NUUUUUUU!
Colberoth Norris (1:04:29 AM): *no
Colberoth Norris (1:04:34 AM): *sing the so
starlightgal93 (1:04:41 AM): ....-glares-
Colberoth Norris (1:05:03 AM): sakurai: *lau
starlightgal93 (1:05:28 AM): -stabs-
Colberoth Norris (1:05:34 AM): *not st
starlightgal93 (1:05:45 AM): -brandon is stabbed-
whatchamacallem (1:05:51 AM): She's obviously coming to "kill us" in our sleep because she want in o
starlightgal93 (1:06:03 AM): -flails- NYAAA! NU!
Colberoth Norris (1:06:08 AM): she is gonna ra
starlightgal93 (1:06:10 AM): -stabs you both-
Colberoth Norris (1:06:14 AM): kin
whatchamacallem (1:06:14 AM): Which is why it's in the dea
starlightgal93 (1:06:23 AM): -flails-
Colberoth Norris (1:06:29 AM): this is awe
starlightgal93 (1:06:33 AM): NU IT ISN"T!
whatchamacallem (1:06:36 AM): Epic wi
Colberoth Norris (1:06:40 AM): fo s
starlightgal93 (1:08:14 AM): >_<
whatchamacallem (1:08:21 AM): Ohohohohoh
Colberoth Norris (1:08:31 AM): she has the ho
Colberoth Norris (1:08:47 AM): totally into u
whatchamacallem (1:09:51 AM): Awkwaaaaaaaaaaaaaar
starlightgal93 (1:10:01 AM): .....I'm just staring and facepalming here
Colberoth Norris (1:10:03 AM): tot
whatchamacallem (1:10:13 AM): That's the ide
Colberoth Norris (1:10:18 AM): we wi
starlightgal93 (1:11:18 AM): NU!
starlightgal93 (1:11:25 AM): I REFUSE TO SUCCUMB TO YOU GAIZ!
Colberoth Norris (1:11:35 AM): that's wha
whatchamacallem (1:11:54 AM): >'-
starlightgal93 (1:12:02 AM): .....
Colberoth Norris (1:12:06 AM): pw
starlightgal93 (1:12:10 AM): -shoots you guys repeatedly-
Colberoth Norris (1:12:16 AM): God po
starlightgal93 (1:12:20 AM): THREE ROUNDS
starlightgal93 (1:12:22 AM): CONSECUTIVELY
Colberoth Norris (1:12:37 AM): god pro
whatchamacallem (1:12:51 AM): Light bendi
Colberoth Norris (1:12:56 AM): the fo
starlightgal93 (1:13:09 AM): >_<
Colberoth Norris (1:14:08 AM): we r p
starlightgal93 (1:14:22 AM): -glares-
Colberoth Norris (1:14:29 AM): muh
whatchamacallem (1:14:35 AM): this song is on cra
whatchamacallem (1:14:38 AM): o3
starlightgal93 (1:14:41 AM): what song?
whatchamacallem (1:15:05 AM): Apron Dake wa Torana
whatchamacallem (1:15:08 AM): Don't as
starlightgal93 (1:15:13 AM): HA!
whatchamacallem (1:15:18 AM): ???
starlightgal93 (1:15:20 AM): I GOT YOU TO FINISH A IM!
whatchamacallem (1:15:25 AM): It wasn't fini
Colberoth Norris (1:15:29 AM): he left pa
starlightgal93 (1:15:33 AM): .....what do you mean?!
starlightgal93 (1:15:41 AM): there's more to the song title?
whatchamacallem (1:15:43 AM): That's not the whole song na
starlightgal93 (1:15:47 AM): grrr
starlightgal93 (1:15:52 AM): So close...
Colberoth Norris (1:16:05 AM): fa
whatchamacallem (1:17:26 AM): I wi
Colberoth Norris (1:17:41 AM): agr
Colberoth Norris (1:20:00 AM): i mu
Colberoth Norris (1:20:04 AM): see y
whatchamacallem (1:20:09 AM): Ba
Colberoth Norris (1:20:12 AM): happy ne
starlightgal93 (1:20:13 AM): .....
starlightgal93 (1:20:16 AM): -facepalm-
Colberoth Norris (1:20:17 AM): se
starlightgal93 (1:20:19 AM): still going on?!
Colberoth Norris (1:20:22 AM): ye
whatchamacallem (1:20:42 AM): Mh
Colberoth Norris (1:20:57 AM): by