Wow...I really am annoyed at rachel. I must be holding grudges easier than usual. She sent text and i have gotten pissed as fuck. Probably cause she went all kind, remembered she was mad for what seems to be no damn reason, then was bitchy. How do i know it is essentially no damn reason? We havent spoken except for said 5 minute convo in about 2 weeks. Since i have become a social stigma who can get no communication/hermit. Yet now, i am really fucking pissed since then she wouldnt even tell me why. "oh i am mad at you but wont say why" Well fuck you rachel. Who gives a damn bitch.

But aside from random anger. Life is somehow going decent. Getting some communication back. Everyone suddenly into minecraft. Loving the new updates. Really overjoyed because Kelsey got accepted to OSU, so i will be able to see her often, she will be so close by <333 Uh, me and Summer really getting along.

Still feeling horrid over much though...and two nights in a row i was killed in dreams, odd.