Okay. Wow, really me, still cant even just say "Hi" in halls. God damn, you almost did it 5 times this week, and you;ve been there...a day. How fucking pathetic are you?

and now you are so behind you are screwed.

And you keep thinking about the past. What is done is done. Fucking follow that, do your actual work. An hour of goofing is bad. Do. Homework.

And get that scene out of head, it is not how everything will happen, not what can be done, nad purposely dramatic, stop relating Jd to yourself. Fucking hell.

"But what if what i want is the girl i am meant to be with?... Elliot, we do this every year, and each time i am too scared to tell you how i feel. I am crazy about you, if i had to choose between hanging out with you eating a cold pizza watching a crappy tv show, or meeting anyone in the world it would be you every time." God i hate how amazingly that was delivered.

And oh come on, Keenon's Bf dumped him -_- Fucking bastard -_- (keenon is my tolkien gay friend i have mentioned a few times)