Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Bah, why am i doing this >.< Stupid me. I feel guilty..

Ugh. I feel fine, tired only, but not too sick or anything. And i want to see friends, and get caught up...but the prospect just suddenly scared me, and school was just a fearful place when i was there. So i ended up getting out, saying i still felt shitty, and my nose still hurt...When i was doing fine and i could have made it.

God i have been losing it recently. Messing everything up. Saying stupid shit. Pissing everyone off. Losing my sanity and cool. Getting destroyed and broken up by things i should be able to shrug off. Losing that small pillar of strength i try to have. Getting annoyed by everything...

BAH. I shall grind my woes away with Dissidia and FFIX >.<

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