Wow. Really. So my new minecraft world gets fucked. I cant even have an escapist pleasure. God. Fucking hell. GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I AM SICK OF THIS SICK OF EVERYTHING SICK OF EVERYONE

GOD DAMMIT

And fucking hell people are around so i cant just fucking scream. And this is not helpful at all. And you know. I am trying the whole time "Just text so and so" to try and get help, try adn feel something, but ya know, it is at the point cynic side is winning.

I dont think i will last.