Ugh, that is what i hate when i wake up. My mind is being truly idiotic. It refuses to look past the past. It is just so damn stuck on everything from last 7 years that has been bad. Stupid things from middle school even -_- Yes mind. I know, i am glad for some guilt, but keep the guilt to the stuff recently i should feel guilty about. Not about some mean thing i said 6 years ago that i shouldn't remember...But ugh, i have a decent bit of good in my life, why can't i stop focusing on the bad. I hate it. I need to grow up. And get over myself. Sigh.
At least dad is back soon. Life is better with dad around...
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