Im gonna lose this cause I keep taking her for granted...

And why? Because it's the same issue you see in all your blog posts. If it ain't the girl you want. Or if it ain't the past...you lose sight. You take everything for granted that isn't your crush or your past. Let it all the fuck go. Years your mourning the same shit and holding onto the same shit. Grow up.

Its a wonder Alex deals with you for how retarded you are.

Gives an edge to explaining why others don't.

This is not good for anything.

There was something else you should have said...just now...3 am memory sucks.

Work on shit. Fix shit. Dammit.

And tomorrow...make cookies. Do et faggot. Make them!