carpe diem...

when did i forget that. go with the flow. that is what i need. hell. all relationshis, all of everything has its stumbles and doubts. emily and alex, time, it will fix those. me and alex are better, and i refuse to believe me and em can goo all the way to hell so easily and quick. Breathe. i am happy. i know control. give it time and those relationships will fix themselves. Calm. i love them. and hell i still love bren even. i just have to keep my cool. not push too hard, not be spiteful. go with the flow, let time heal all wounds. laura, alex, emily, are getting better each day. they can be healed...maybe even me and bren... but its obvious he does not care for me.oh well.