Sunday, June 20, 2010

God, let this stay, let this stay, let this stay.

So party, besides cameron almost blowing up Patrick (thank lord for duds) with a firework, giving me a light burn, and nearly blowing me, teddy bear, and laura's faces off was good. (straw=gasoline, just noting this)

And Yesterday...Was amazing. Saw Kelsey, god, was kinda awkward at first, but then we goofed off and played around the rest of the time...and i realized how deepyly i missed and loved her. God, i wish she was not going to england (though i am forcing her to get a brit, i want a brit cousin-in-law), I miss when we always went to her aunt's every month or two, and how often we hung. God, I love the pokemon cards she sent me all those years ago, and the gundam she sent (though the whole japanese instructions have it on perma-hiatus), they are in my little stash of most valued items (See: starman, moogle plush, pic from 7th grade of friends, etc.). But god, i really miss her... But i found a con that is cheap, but about 2 hours away, but i would love to go to it with Kels...It will suck when she leaves and i wont see for another year or two, if not longer...

Fathers days was fun. Though dad had to go again to open another store...its kinda saddening not havin him...

Got paramore tickets, going august 12th i think, with Dad and uncle mikey~

The only exception....Heh. God. Ain't that the truth. Ain't that the truth.

Lately i have been wondering whether i like how i am now, or wish i went back to my more summer-esque view of romance, and my complete cynism i had when younger...

Oh well. Who knows.

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