Ugh, get the fuck out demons.

Man...Why am i unable to do anything without thinking about the past, hating myself, hating everything i stand for...i really hate myself recently. I am sick of who i am. Screw this. And i really find myself slipping, falling into douchebaggery, falling to anger, hate, rage, taking things to hard...everything i try is going to hell, getting through this is not working...Heh...I just find myself breaking. What an asshole i am. I hate this. Heh. I am going insane. Guess i should start reading for summer...