level up!

+ 10 realization
+10 depression
+10 angst
+10 cursing
-10 sanity
-10 hope
-10 caring

heh. irony. looking through pics on facebook i saw a lot of prom pics and realized how much i had wanted to go, despite all i said...heh guess that plans gone now. Will just have to rationilize that it would be as bad as homecoming...though i would probably go if wanted now...bleh.
and fucking storm killed power as FFIX finished downloading. Will probably get haircut ten ignore world for it...and act like that is the only reason....maybe i will watch summer again...ugh. I am dreading friday. why did i let people talk me into a party...