I love how stupidly cruel, sick, using, soulless and cruel we are. Weren't we supposed to have matured by now? We are all those stupid middle Schoolers we use to be.

Don't think I'm not including myself here.

Odd how simple it is to mess with a mind. Betrayal. Being basically ignored third of a year. Self hatred. Its so sickeningly hilarious. Ha. Ignoring everyone for study hall. What the hell am I doing. Seems like carpet diem is bullshit too.

And I really don't see what I'm supposed to say. Heartless of me. Sickeningly so. At least my stomach continues to be repulsed by me.