Sickness makes me worse. I am annoying myself now >.<

But you know. What the he'll am I trying so hard to do? Impresss these random people, what the hell for? I dont gotta. Even if they are my friends.

I need to slow down, think, calm down, figure everything the fuck out.

And you know, I wonder, am I falling more in crush with the idea of romance than the person?

Hell lets just see how this all goes.

And there is nothing but cookie dough ice cream in house. I guess i know what i am eating today...good for sickness, right?

Blah blah. Gotta work on stuff and shit.