What is wrong with me...why do I always have to have the hardest, unobtainable. Thing...why am I so upset over everything the past few days. I hate this...

I just want away. I know it seems horrible, but if I left so few would care, and I'd miss so few. I have the net for those people I would care about enough...I just wanna see the world, see new places. I want. Out.

I want away.

I want to be free...

I want to stop wanting damn romance

I want to explore


Fuck this all..