God, i am going insane.

Ha, i have been falling in and out of sanity. But i know now that i have no feelings romantically for either Scott or Emily (I wish i did, but they are siblings. Well, actually, i dun want romantic feelings for scott >.<), I love Laura, but i might as well kill those feelings. Dissidia is my stress relief. I need to regain control and stop snapping at the few I will talk to. My trust is gone, and i fear it may stay that way for a bit. This place, Scott, and Bren are the only ones i really trust (Longest known friends). Ah. God, tons of math to do. I will get that done tonight. Oh well. To hell with life. I will make it mine, if i go angered and depressed again i will hit myself out of it.