Meh. Dunno why. Just gonna make a small blog for my boredom.
So i won't be on much the next week or so. Still not allowed on much. Not to entertained with interwebz. And i am getting back into games. Wanna beat all my FF games. Re-beat bioshock.
And ha. Stupid emotions you always go and die or change. Figures. I can't understand others emotions. Can't understand my own. And it brings pain to all the people i know, I once again wish they would all die, my emotions that is. Sorry for pain folks.
Oh oh oh. Also, Platinum is tommorow...so yeh....i will be really distracted fro a while. And soon is dresden 11....and Fragile eternity...Sweeeeeeeeeeet.
Hmm. And I relized yesterday, I just wanted lust, pure lust. No feelings. Nothing. Which kinda annoys me. I thought that after this kinda thing i would just shrug it off. Move on. Guess it comes back to that line "You don't know what you got till its gone." I guess i never realized how much i cared for laura. How deep i had fallen.
...I wish she would just one day tell me there is no chance. I will never get her back. Move on. Then i could kill feelings easily with no hope of getting her back. God. Screw you life. Heh.
I wish i did not have such an obsessive personality where the more i like something the harder it is to change... Screw you life.
Heh. Oh well. Dems da breaks. I am gonna roll with the punches....I hope....I wish i did not harm myself and others so much. Self sabotage FTL....
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