...why am i about to break...day has been great...

yet the stress of others...god i feel so sorry for them...a few people being bitchy in the end...small little things that shouldnt matter...I wanna cry...I really want to cry...

I just want someone to force their way past like old times...make me open up...

I just want my friends back...

I want to the past...

I want to stop messing up...feeling like i am a monster pisssing everyone i know off...

I want to not feel so hated...

I want past this shit...Why cant i feel like just a little past an hour ago...So clear...so serene...I want back there...

I want the past...

I want myself...

I want to stop hating myself...

I want the tears to stop...