What is this i dont even.

Just a lot is happening. Really not sure what to do. But...I am not gonna quit. I will keep trying. and i have friends to lean on. But...God damn, i am actually happy, not gonna let all this get to me. Hell. Half the confusion is good to be honest. I am finally getting somewhere. And finally being able to look on the good, and hell, forget the bad. Who knows. Just gotta keep looking forward. Not behind. Seize the Day, Carpe Diem, live life to the fullest.