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Tuesday, September 28, 2010
contradictions...
To give up and move on with this, or to keep hope? To forget what i said or keep that stupid promise? To keep trying or to quit? So many ideals and ideas and wants and promises...so many contradictions...
I am wierd, or so people say, i hide my true self behind a mask , a mask of certainty, but thats not me, i am really a calm onlooker, one who fits in no were. I have great friends, but i am always trying to distance myself, if i get to close to some one, i go self destruct, i go uber- perv, i try to sabatoge it, i try it all. I am an idiot, even if i have knowledge. I lack a real need to care. It is just who i am, and how i am.
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